HIATUS UNTIL WHO KNOWS WHEN

i dont care what anyone else says.

I HAVE TO GO EASTER SHOW THIS YEAR.

im gonna scream if i can't go. i have two particular showbags in mind. one of them is the ORIGINAL IDIOTS SHOWBAG =D. and I HAVE TO GO ON ALL THE SCARY RIDES MAN. but fcking hell i dont reckon anyone else would go on the rides with me >___>" ...

I could be in rollcall right now, sitting there, dying of boredom and desperately waiting for the bell to go but then i'd have double japanese. I seriously don't like japanese no more -_-"
and all that time i was dying to change art to jap. why didn't i just stick with art? actually, i wanna change jap to something like sport science  or whatever. heh, not happening -___-"

ohhh shucks, i should've went school today, DUDE im gonna miss out on the explanation of discussion essays. ><"
bloody hell it's only 9:08.

you know what i hate? people who judge you by your past. the frickin past doesn't explain who you really are. stupid people, and and the people who think that every single guy loves them and that the whole world revolves around them. dude WHAT THE HELL.

HEYY i can watch dr phil today! LMAO. omg omg i forgot its weekends tomorrow, more time to sleep in ^^ . shucks i gotta buy jesse a birthday present >__>" . OMG i gotta pay my ugly computer fees too and i gotta go back to that supre sale. eww LOL im not turning into those skanks who's whole life revolves around supre. haha no offence to any people who only shop at supre everday o_O"

hmmmmm. i reckon this "girl" that i know hates me. i talk to her like face to face and she ignores me? lol ah well i dont give.


When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day 'we're gonna get so high
And though it's darker than december
What's ahead is a different colour
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You'll always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day 'we're gonna get so high
'cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the days
We were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
We'll remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

High, high, high, high...

30. Lucky last, whats the best love quote of all time?
thats hard to choose ..
" Love is like war, easy to start, hard to finish, impossible to forget "

Wells ; YES i know its not the best of layouts, but i wanted a simple one and this one came to mind. i find it very prettyful =] . lol not even, im just keeping this one till im bothered to rack up some new ideas and turn it all into a masterpiece cos atm my whole mind is blank and the only things im thinking of is
"hot, hot, hot"
and AND, i know the header picture doesn't look all that good with a white layout but meh. individuality man.

wells, onto today. screw blogging about today. but BUT when i was in sick bay today, i had quite a nice conversation with the guy in there.

[him] ; so why you in here?
[me] ; ahh i got a stomach ache, a headache and my ear hurts like shit, you?
[him] ; during lunch two fat guys came up to me and squashed me
[me] ; *cracks up*
[him] ; it's not funny! it hurt!
[me] ; yes im sure it did
[him] ; *snore .. *

he fell straight asleep when i was talking to him. LOL.

hah. i got danya's book where it says " Bart's Guide to Life " by bart simpson lmao. i was reading it and kept cracking up cos of all the funny stuff it said.
" To remove acne, just colour your face yellow, or if worse comes to worse, put a paper bag over your head "

omg, i heard that seini and alex did some stuff to someone after school today? too bad i wasn't their to join in, but anyways. GOOD ON YOU. about time someone showed that skank a lesson cause you have frickin issues.

this blog is just gonna be about everything that's on my mind .
feel free to read and bitch about what i've said her

yay, one thing thats made me happy, cousin's getting me the eeyore toy. cross that off the wishlist, oh yeah ^^
scientists say that 1 out of every 4 australian in the country would get diagnosed with depression. ffs it had to affect me. im not depressed no more, its just, thinking back to last year, for god's sake i wasted like a year and a half being fcuking depressed. being fcuking emotional and not doing anything about it, fcking feel like an idiot. and OMG i cant believe i cut myself before. man, the scars are still there, YOU KNOW HOW LONG ITS BEEN NOW and their still their to remind me that the past was frickin real. arghh.
and for fcks sake, sometimes dont you just wanna break down and frickin cry cos you cant take what you've done and you can't handle whats happened to you in the past? YEAH i know that you should let go of the frickin past, except ITS BLOODY HARD when most things you see remind you of it. im gonna fckin cry soon.
i fcking miss him, miss him like shit, I'VE NEVER MISSED SOMEONE THIS FCKING MUCH BEFORE. you know how much it fckin hurts?!? knowing that it's all over and it's never happening again?! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT KILLS ME INSIDE. fcking hell !  .  i wanna fckin let go of him, GOD PLEASE LET ME LET GO OF HIM . bloody hell. omg i think im going all emotional today, i've been emotional all day, probably just another day where im angry at myself for what i've done. sometimes i cant forgive myself for the mistakes i've made, but somehow i manage to forget about it but when im alone and everything's silent, everything just comes back to my head. ahh bloody hell may stop thinking about the past. stop thinking about every bad thing, think positively .
yet i still fcking love him .

AND PLEASE DON'T tell me that everythings gonna be alright and this will all be over soon, I SERIOUSLY HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY THAT. and i dont want any advice. im FINE THE WAY I AM.

THIS BLOG IS NOW OFFICIALLY CALLED   http://mayy.owns.it
CHANGE ALL YA URLS and put THIS COOL ONE INSTEAD . ^^
iono why the hell i chose to use that domain crap, i wanted one that said " mayy.is.too.cool.at " but there wasnt one so i resorted to OWNS.IT . ah yeah


SOO ; there was nothing interesting about today at school . it was the usual . ugly and gay -_-" . but i remember me saying one thing to everyone

" I never use to swear in year 6, i got heaps scared to even say crap, but now i, AHH FUCK WHAT THE HELL?! "

buhuahua i swore because some little yellow thingos were flying around everywhere? and they all cracked up, i felt like a moron ahahas.

so yes, after school was heaps better. went cabra first with jess and kat eh, bought leanne's presents, not saying what it is JUST incase she reads (which she never will but oh well) and yeah, anywho after, we walked back to cabra station and these people are all looking at the "things" were holding. then went to livo, and headed straight to supre. i bought like 8 things >=D ; that was my 3rd time shopping at supre man. i got 3 miniskirts now, which i doubt i'll ever wear but oh well, i least i got some. and I ALSO happen to have VERY VERY VERY short shorts. man i didnt realise how short they were until i tried em on at home.
well YEP .

and then we went to get FOOD. the highlight of the day.
I got a BIG MAC
and WATER

very healthy, *nods*

after we just left to go livo station and OMFG, the agonising walk dude, it was soo damn hot -_-" .

and yes, THAT WAS MY DAY . i got home at exactly SIX O' CLOCK. rightio man. i wanna go somewhere after school tomorrow again, but dude i needa give my legs a rest, the pair of them have been dragging my body around EVERYWHERE and they deserve to rest, my two beautiful legs. LMAO .

so yeah, CYAAA .

Heh, well heres another layout i took from blogskins. i really cant be bothered making my own cause of all the homework and shit i get now.
so yeh. i'll stick to the ones on blogskins for now. i dont even know how i have the time to blog.
Anywho yeah. even though it's 2 months away, im starting to think about what to do for my birthday, i've got my mind set on going luna park cause i had so much fun last time we went (angie's birthday) . and i cant stand dogging luna park XD .
meh, if anyone has any other good places i can go then tell me . obviously no one is gonna say nothing though but oh well.
ehh school photos next friday, im not smiling man. they better look good.

Im only blogging cos its the first day of the month >___>"
pinch & a punch lmao . that shit is so old .
.. it cost alot to go to uni, $30,000 for 3 years o.O . $10,000 for 1 year, man that's alot.
heh. nothing to blog about. OMG YES THERE IS.
i went doctors today after school with my dad right. (cos of the coldsore shit, it pisses me off)
ANYWAYS. the doctor said i'll grow out of coldsores, but for the time being if i have a coldsore on my mouth i shouldn't kiss no guys. and im thinking ......
and my dad said these exact words " she has heaps of boyfriends, she just never says anything about them " and i was like WTH T__T"
well here's a quiz. yeah it's back to the old days where i did quizzes. T__T" !!

Name four bad habits you have :
1. "tries"  to act mature sometimes
2. has a habit of ignoring people
3. does not let go of things easily
4. tends to get emotional when alone >__>"

Name four things that you wish you had:
1. a car with a drivers license
2. money.
3. a cruise/holiday
4. shopping spree

Name four scents you love:
1. Lynx ; espesh the guys that use it, o.m.g =D !
2. Jovan white musk
3. Ralph Lauren
4. Impulse

Name four things you`d never wear:
1. Mini skirts
2. An animal.
3. Random shirts with random sayings on it.
4. Any kind of skanky stuff that has no life.

Name four things you are thinking about right now:
1. my english homework
2. what time i should go to bed
3. how tomorrow is gonna be
4. someone.

Name four things that you have done today:
1. go to school
2. learnt some stuff
3. gone on computer
4. had a shower

Name the last four things you have bought:
1. chips
2. maccas
3. chocolate milk
4. water

Name four people you would like to spend more time with:
1. sharon.n
2. sharon.k
3. MYSELF.
4. someone? ;]

Name four bands/groups/people most people don't know you like:
1. slipknot (who doesn't know that)
2. linkin park
3. nickelback
4. evanescence
(extra one ; kelly clarkson!)

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
1. milk
2. milk
3. milk
4. water

Name the last four people you have kissed/been kissed by:
1. jessica.w (on the cheek)
2. my cousin (on the cheek)
3. my OTHER cousin >___>" (on the cheek -_-")
4. him.

Name four random facts about yourself:
1. im too cool for school
2. i LOVE hugging people ! =D . well i only hug the people that are special.
3. i tend to think about the most worst situations & prepare myself for it JUST incase
4. if i knew a person, was close friends with them, and knew they were COOL. i'd kiss them.
(i find kissing cool LMAO)